I woke up feeling sick to my stomach and terrible diarrhea. I'm immediately pissed off and upset because I had way too much to do today. I went to the gym anyway and managed to walk for 30 minutes without shitting myself. I feel terrible between the lack of sleep and that my body was against me. I feel like I really tried to make good choices yesterday and I didn't get drunk. Then my ulcer started acting up. Why? What did I do to deserve this today?
I didn't eat breakfast because I couldn't keep anything down. I sipped some water and then at lunch I had ginger ale and some chicken pad Thai. I was proud of the 7 bites I managed, but it didn't look like I made a dent. I wanted to curl up and die. I caught myself in a few meetings zone out, fall asleep, and then startle myself awake. I counted the hours till we were done.
After, guess where we went for dinner? KFC. Really?!?! I got some chicken, mashed potatoes, and Mac and cheese. I ate a little bit of breast meat, a few bites of potatoes, and all the Mac and cheese. I'm angry. I felt like my day was sabotaged and that I'm trying really hard for nothing. I passed out at 7pm feeling pretty shitty.
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