I was looking forward to 5am gym time this morning. I ran 4 miles and finally had one of those feel good runs. It's nice to have an enjoyable run again! Because it had me wondering why I was putting myself through this dreadful shit. And the mood stayed with me all day. My happiness could not be broken even though I had to sit for 3 hours in a conference room with my boss. I just kept thinking...you don't have to see her face next week!
Breakfast was good. I had eggs with veggies. They ordered pizza for lunch. I had packed lunch, so I at least ate some pineapple before. I had two pieces, but caved on a third when I saw there was garlic pizza. Overall, usually I eat 4 pieces at a minimum, so I'm counting this as baby steps down to two pieces. Which, as a new yorker and pizza lover, you can't just eat once piece...unless it takes to two hands to hold it. Dinner was the lunch that I had packed. Ground turkey tacos with onions and black beans on corn tortillas with salsa and sour cream. After that...I had a glass of wine and watched netflix. I was relaxed, I felt accomplished with my workouts, and I'm another week closer to moving! Well....then I opened the last bottle of wine in the fridge. I'm trying to get rid of stuff in the fridge and a small bottle won't do much to me right?
Well that lead to two glasses of vodka and grape juice :x
You know you're ridiculously drunk when you're cheers-zing the television because the characters made a move you approve of. (Btw if you're looking for a good show, try Suits. It's about lawyers and the main character is HOT)
At this point, I drink a glass of water and go to bed. I have a lot of errands to run tomorrow! Eek!
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